got so much hate in my heart my blood runs black 1911 with the chrome slide like my names jack fuck the world till i die screaming "i am filled with pain" watching the lights through the windshield crying in the rain got so much hate in my heart my bloods running black meet me where the moon shines we don't do it on the track fuck the world till i die screaming "i am filled with pain" fiberglass in my lungs now i am not the same watch the way i waste time, oh waste my whole fucking life and hold tight, the waves take you (click click boom) nothing ever mattered anyway, all i've ever been is pain so many things have changed but always remain the same pawn shop blade glisten blue in the sunlight (shine so brightly) speak to me in tongues i got ur head up in my iron sights and all i ever wanted was just to go home nobody wants me here- i'm on my own so~~~~ riding like them cowboys over the plains bullet shot straight through "unknown remains" after the night falls i'm not the same foot to the floor screaming "i am filled with pain" i walk in this bitch like it's 9/11 big guns on me like i been sent from heaven chrome steel shines that's a smith and wesson just a trace in the night just an impression i feel so lame nothing to say hide out in the bushes no one knows my name oh i am pain words sound the same gunshots all around i'm taking aim just an engine on the wall i heard the echoes of the fall AND COWBOYS yeah ride into the night (you'll never be ready) on gold rims rode the yellow king when i run over your leg i hope it stings

oh what could i do i am - nothing except you and you are every single thing that i have ever been - or could be oh what good are you i am - i'm just drop of dew working it's way down the flowerbed and fallen into you and cowboys load my guns up softly winchester smith and wesson what should i be when i'm pouring some coffee in my cup the night screams loudly i'm about to shut up so don't you ever say a word to meeee~~~ (to me) the leaves are falling softly (it's just the way i breathe) i couldn't ever say enough all of my words they're all messed up when i choke i grab at my throat and then die on the floor what could you ever say to meeee~~~ (to me) your words ring hollow i'm sorry (so sorry so sorry so sorry so) catch me in my car i'll hold my head and cry and as my tears fall down - put it in drive i'm gonna go where nobody knows me now where nobody knows me now i am just an image that's been cast upon the wall i am pain trapped inside your heart- oh the way that i'm not around every single word you've ever said to me lays deep inside all the sadness that you've wished for me "from it i cannot hide"

i am everything that i am i am nothing except for whats been falling down i am everything that i am i am the rhythm in the night so i am the grass on the ground i am a man with a frown im falling down watch me falling apart at the seams i'll crumble down cuz i am everything that i am i am everything that i am i am everything that i am now all that i could be i am everything that i am i am everything that i ammm i am everything that i am now all that i could be i said yo i am everything that i am (i am i am) i am everything that i am (i am i am) i am everything that i am (i am i am) i am everything that i am (i am i am) i am everything that i am i am everything that i am i am everything that i've been now all that i could be

trees in shade (trees in shade) i am pain now when you look at me in the eyes you see right i am the pain of the cold just a sheet of ice nothing that i could be (and falling down) just a trace just a shadow in the night staying up all night till the sunrise nothing that i could be so you are the tears that i've cried and you are the pain that i hide (i'll drive) so far, no one will know my name so you are the tears that i've cried and you are the pain that i hide (i'll drive) so far, no one will know my name and if you ever say a word to me i'll hide in my room i'll cover my head with my hands climb into my car again, rolling down the window i'm not the person i thought i'd be yo cook me up i am something i am nothing at all yo cook me up i am nothing i am something at all yo cook me up i am nothing i am something at all yo cook me up i am nothing i am something at all i am a car a man a crying face again i look back no one knows where i've been just a drop of water in the sand i've never left cuz i never began i am just the same as i've always been i'm the past reflected in itself again i am everything that's been now, or could be i am every single thing that you, have ever been i'm a loaded gun, i'm a smoking barrel i'm the things forgotten and the thought of you i am the pain of the world bore on two sad shoulders i am everything that's been now, or could be MOTHERFUCKER i am every single thing that you, have ever seen oh i seen it die so i said goodbye thats right i seen it die so i said goodbye yeah i seen it die so i said goodbye again oh i seen it die so i said goodbye thats right i seen it die so i said goodbye thats right i it die so i said goodbye again I SEEN IT DIE SO I SAID GOODBYE